Note - I wrote this for Emma on her first birthday - it has just taken me awhile to get the post up.
Emma Grace -
Here we are, one year! One year ago - 365 very short days - you joined our family. I could go on for pages just at how time has flown since your arrival. Instead, I'll keep my reminicing to a minimum and then look towards the future and all it holds for you, my sweet girl.
This past week I've been feeling very emotional over the anniversary of your birth. I keep thinking about how at this time last year I was huge, or how your daddy and I were doing this and that to prepare for your arrival. It's so hard to imagine a year has flown by and oh what a magical year! I will never forget the day of your arrival, the feeling. It was the most incredible experience in my life. Meeting you for the first time after months, well years, of dreaming what you would be like was utterly amazing. Words can hardly explain. The doctor immediately put you on my chest and there you were, those gorgeous eyes and thick dark hair, staring at me. We looked at each other as if we had known each other forever. It was a love so instaneous, so strong. I hope one day you too are blessed with motherhood so you can completely understand this feeling.
I read this the other day and had to share because it is very true. Children come into our lives and shatter them into a million piecies, but then put it back together like a stained glass window, more beautiful than ever before. Emma, you have changed our lives in every way imaginable, and I love you for it! Sleeping in is now 8:30AM. A late night is closing in on 9PM. The day tends to revolve around a little nap for you, making sure you get healthy food, and what toys to play with. I don't know what my life would be without you my beautiful baby-girl.
Emma, over this past year, you've grown and changed so much. From my little dark haired, snuggly newborn to my curly, light haired on the go toddler. You're into
everything. You always have been. From the day you were born, you were interested in the world. You've always been wide-eyed, wanting to take every thing around you in. I hope that you will always keep that sense of wonder about you. I hope you will always thirst to learn more as you travel through your life. You're my strong-willed little girl. You're determined and independent, just like me. Don't ever lose that determination. I hope you find your passion in life and go for it. You will achieve great things my little one. I just know it.
Emma, I love you more than I can ever begin to explain. I thank God for you each and every day. I'm so thankful for the blessings He has given me. You and your daddy are my life. This has been an amazing year, filled with love, tears, and laughter. We have so many exciting adventures ahead of us!
Happy birthday my sweet little girl!